What follows are a set of entries found in various locations around the island:
My magic isn’t what it used to be. Cosmos energy, as I have come to learn through my years of study, is among the most freeing of all ley energy. It’s expansive and inspiring. Curiosity, chief among them, is ignited by the spark of Cosmos.
But there’s a sickness here. An energy that once fueled me with possibility and optimism, has left me now with…emptiness? Each time I cultivate my magic it is as if I am taking an endless drink of water that never satiates. I’ve lost all desire to create, to move, to make. I thirst for this energy, but it does not serve me.
I must find the answers. I’ve lived on this Island all my life. Here where those with gifts such as mine can easily tap into the sacred energy. But never have I experienced such a shift in this energy’s nature. Could it be that I have changed? Has my body become unattuned to this magic? Or is it the magic itself...What has become of my sweet and nourishing friend?
Curiosity is so hard to come by these days. But I follow the spark when I can. I have assessed my own body and have deemed myself to be as physically intact as ever. I do not believe my physicality has changed such that it would reject the Cosmos Energy, but the Powers That Be may be beyond my understanding. No, it must be the magic itself. It must be. It can’t be me. I must get to the heart of the matter, before nothingness consumes me.
There must be a way to cure it. Is it an infection of the ley? Did it come from within? Are the Higher Ones neglecting their duties? Or was it inflicted by a nefarious actor? Someone with something to gain? Perhaps if I can better trace the energies…chart their flow around this planet, I can begin to diagnose the issue.