This is the start of Syb's personal journal.
Syb's Personal Journal
Is this home?
Didn't expect that!
3rd day of the 2 nd month of harvest.
I finally convinced Kati that some recon would be a good idea for tonight's job if going after that arms stash. Okay so yeah I wanted to see the area hear some blues and smell good food. I didn't realize how much I missed this place.
Do you know hat happened instead? We walk into a local dress shop (ball for the Empress remember) okay I wanted to look at fancy dresses I will not feel guilty about that. But then I see this guy and his fiancée in the shop and who is it but that guy my mom tried to marry me to. Adamar GildanUgh why do I even remember him? I saw him like once for like 15 minutes?! I mean he totally wouldn't remember me so that's cool.
So WHY DID I RUN AWAY!
I'm so angry I just - I can't believe I did that. But what was I gonna do make small talk, yeah that wouldn't be always at all. At least Kati got to help him out. Maybe he was just as much a pawn of this whole connection thing. I know it's not his fault and listening to Gwen beret him made me feel bad.
No I'm not going to feel bad he knows what he's getting into. Well maybe. Looks like he has to do the military service and forced marriage. Why? Did he piss off his family too? It didn't seem like his father hated him? So why do it?
And to have to marry Geva Lester Only the -ugh- most obnoxious girl from school. She always wanted to be higher rank than she was. Good luck though I don't know where she'll find the elegance.
Poor guy, he seemed nice, he probably deserves better than Geva.