A New Dawn
Pain, for the first time in my long existence. I was in pain, the wet tears, the warm blood. It was exquisite. For so long there had been nothing. Now there's so much, the noises, smells, pains, humans... the Humans. I forgot how much I missed them. Beautiful, simple and so complex. Nicholas, yes that is his name. I'm not sure how I know that but I do. When our lord gave us our mission I was overjoyed. I barely remember everything. It's hard to tell who I was and who I am now, but I'm excited and scared to find out. What wonderful feelings.
The invitation
It's been a few day since I arrived, my name is Kai now. I worked myself to death. I was sad when I died. I think I want to change that, I'm not sure why I need to so badly yet. Another demon had invited me to a meeting today he was rather handsome. I had some bad thoughts, wanted to use him. I don't want to be the person I was during the war. Never again will I be silent.
The Meeting
Today I met the other demons, apparently I was horrible to a nice older gentleman during the war, everyone had an expectation of me killing him. I hugged him, I need to let go of that past, but I don't want to forget it either. Playing nice seemed the smart choice, they'll think I'm a peacekeeper and will dismiss me as a threat. I may not be the demon I once was, but I'm not the angel either.
The Court
That bitch tried to scare MY circle. I think she was testing them, Dragon stepped in and put her in her place. I am very proud, it's to be expected of our Lords chosen. Should she step out of line again I'll intervene. For now my focus is on the handsome man who invited me. He turned out to be the prince and an important member of our Lords army. It'd be useful to get close to him. Our lord trusted him and so shall I. However his loyalty is to the city it seems. This is... less ideal but acceptable, our main goals should remain to find our lord. I think helping the city can further this goal by expanding our options. My "enemy" is of a great interest to me, as is the other Supernatural creatures that reside within the city. I hope to find some friendly ones I can make love me in my free time. A new Managerie would allow me much more maneuverability than I'm currently allowed, especially with Mrs.Bourgeois and her new dresses. I want to have a life beyond work... I understand why now.