Iron Master • Ithaeur • Iñupiaq
Recorded at the Glacier Brewhouse, Downtown Anchorage, 11:47 PM
You want to know about my father.
Everyone wants to know about my father.
Here's what I'll tell you: Malik Nanuq was the greatest hunter I ever knew. He could track a spirit through a blizzard by the taste of the Essence it left behind. He held Downtown for thirty years—not because he was the strongest, though he was strong, but because he understood that territory isn't about the Shadow alone. It's about the people. The commerce spirits, sure, but also the humans who feed them. The flow of money and want and ambition that keeps a city's heart beating.
He taught me that. Before I chose my own path. Before I became Forsaken.
[Long pause. Sound of a drink being finished.]
They call us traitors, you know. The Pure. Anshega. They say we turned our backs on Father Wolf's true children. But you know what I think? I think there's more than one way to be loyal. I think sometimes you have to leave home to see it clearly.
I was nineteen when I told my father I was joining the Suthar Anzuth. He didn't rage. He didn't disown me. He just looked at me with those eyes that had seen a hundred years of Alaska, and he said: "You'll understand someday. When you have something worth dying for, you'll understand why we do what we do."
I thought he meant the territory.
I thought he meant pride.
[Sound of ice settling in a glass.]
They killed him in September. The Forsaken who came up from the Lower 48, the ones who felt "called" north. I wasn't there. I was in Juneau, pretending I didn't feel the bond break. Pretending my father's death didn't echo through my blood like thunder in a canyon.
When I came back, they were already dividing up his territory. His territory. Like he was just another obstacle cleared from the board.
And now they want his journals. His ritual notes. The fragments of knowledge he spent his whole life protecting. They killed the warden and now they want the keys.
[Very long pause.]
I have the journals. Most of them. Grandmother's too.
I can read them.
I haven't decided if I will.