Hey Diary,
I don’t know how but things got worse, a lot worse. While I was stuck at the top of the mountain I got teleported to I spotted the boys down on the shore below me, I called Callius to come and get me and he said Digby was on his way, but they were fighting. I knew it would take them some time and I didn’t have a way to get down to them to help so I did the only thing I could think of doing, I prayed. I reached out to the Raven Queen, not for help but to see if I could connect to her at all and I couldn’t diary. What if what my fake dad said is true and she doesn’t want me anymore? I could still cast magic so I reached out to someone I hadn’t reached out to in a long time, I prayed to Kellemvor. It worked, it was weak and shaky but it worked! I asked for help, that I needed to know the path and I think he heard me, it felt like he did, but I didn’t get a response.
So I scryed on the only person… or bird, that I thought could help me, I looked to see what Chiseltick was doing. He seemed bored, stuck, like he was in prison maybe but in a weird grey place, I thought that maybe that was just where he liked to go when he had free time, a quiet place to think you know? Hoping it wasn’t actually a jail because Chiseltick is a good boy. He is a good boy, right diary?
Anyway, after scrying, I looked down again and it seemed like the boys needed help so I did something dumb diary. Holding my amulet and one of Chiselticks feathers I jumped off the edge and into the water, I was hoping Chiseltick or someone would catch me but they didn’t. I used the feather to break my fall but it still really hurt, and then I was sinking, I always forget how heavy armor is in water, oops. But it was totally fine because water Digby came and helped me to shore, we also made a pinky promise. No more goats. he apologised for crushing my skull, he said the goat took over again but he wouldn’t turn into a goat again because it's super rude.
So anyway we get to shore and fight those weird dragon things and guess what diary?! When they die they poof into dust that turns you into a statue! It’s really gross, luckily I still have my healing staff which stops the effects but my skin is still really dry where it started to turn, yuck!
So we kill the gross dragon things, stop getting turned into stone and meet up with the other boys and Buu is dead! I knew I could bring him back diary but seeing him like that turned my heart into dust just like the dragons, like, he took the light out of the world with him when he died, I don’t think I have ever felt so physically sick seeing someone dead before but Buu, he’s different. Special.
We didn’t get time to think about it, for some reason the town was coming after us and Callius said we had to leave, we called and found Z, she said Rustock had gone somewhere but we don’t know where so we had to leave him behind. I sent him a message and got him humming this weird song back. Anyway, Digby teleported us back to Esterholt and we ran to the church so I could resurrect Buu, an old Kenku told us to run and tried to teleport us out of the church and into the field and a lightning bolt shot down and hit Buu’s body where I was! The Raven Queen and Kellemvor are mad at me and Buu is still dead, I can’t help anyone anymore. what use am I if I’m no help? I don’t know what to do Diary, what if what my fake dad said was right? What if I am better off dead?
Goodbye diary, I don’t know if you’ll see me again
Valkyrie Cordelia Aurelia Lockhart XX