From the personal journal of Jedi Knight Nezuel
This was my first mission since becoming a padawan. I find the timing of the event truly useful, the lightsaber I crafted and carved with my own hands capable of protecting others. I seem to find myself in common conflict with the Imperial Knights. Although I’ve come to understand the differences between the three factions, I’ve yet to encounter any from Bastion. It is clear to me that those from Anaxes are the worst of the lot. Those from the Pact space seem to want change. What does that say of those from Bastion, considering that is where I come from?
I find myself lamenting that I didn’t have more time among the library inside of the temple. I would have liked to investigate and learn more from it. This, combined with the unknown fact of not knowing why Anaxes forces wanted the temple, leaves a bad taste in my mouth. Part of me thinks we should have razed the place to stop them from gaining anything of value…perhaps if we had had the munitions to do so at the time I would have recommended it, though I don’t see the other agreeing.
The following section was written the same day, but several altercations have been made. Despite the attempts to censor or destroy the writing, the following has been salvaged.
I killed a man and I feel…nothing. He deserved it, perhaps they both did. To be an Imperial Knight, even a squire, is to walk forwards with eyes wide open. I would have liked to eliminate all of them, though part of me hopes taking down Yun would have also forced the enemy troops to withdraw.
If Anaxes is unable to be saved and Pact are already…what does that make Bastion, what does that make me?
Judged once again, the first time since I’ve joined them place, it seems. Was it worth it? I ask myself her question, but I find my own filling my mind. What if I couldn’t afford not to?