SHlGEKO'S DOSSIER: She is a samurai-ko in the truest sense of the word. She has taken strict vows and follows them with complete rigor. I have never known her to deceive, dissemble, or do anything other than offer complete co-operation to those of higher station. It is, perhaps, her very honor which worries me. Perhaps it is a measure of how weary this corrupt city has made me; but I know that those of little honor consider devotees of bushido to be gullible pawns - easily led by our strong duty to what is right and wrong.
So far, this young woman has managed to avoid being ensnared by the machinations of evil men. I am afraid for her, though. As a magistrate I know better than most that the purest blossom attracts the most venomous insects.
MEMOIRS OF AN OPIUM EATER: Twentieth Year in the Reign
of Hantei XXXVIII, Twenty First Day, Month of theTiger
How embarrassing! I woke up today in myhome, with no idea
how I got here!
Last night I went to a celebration of Ide Michikane birthday,
where I fear I indulged far too much in sake and opium. I know
it's not good for me, but I fee l so bored .. . no, lonesome at
gatherings where everyone is drinking but me. So I have a drink.
And that loosens my mind until a second drink seems reasonable.
After a second drink, opium becomes appealing.
I remember that progression from last night - but after that is
just a blank. However, my servant told me that a letter was left
with me by the woman who left me here.
The letter simply said "You must be very sad to wish to lose
yourself so. I wish I could help you with your sorrow:' It was
signed with Ikoma Yoriko's chop.
I'm filled with shame. Yoriko isas high above me as the clouds
are above the bottom of the ocean. Not only is she of high station,
and beautiful, but it is widely held that her honor is above
reproach. Her sarnurai-ko vows include an oath of celibacy. I've heard that many men have tested her - the rumors say Bayushi
Korechika and Shinjo Sanefusa have both made
advances, and been rebuffed.
From now on, I am going to take her as my standard. She is
only a few years older than me. Like me, she lives by herself, far
from ancestral lands, in a city with few people from her clan. If
she can live a life of such exceptional virtue, then I can surely
avoid drunkenness and opium, and lead a life of normal virtue at
least.