"Did you go to school when you were young? You must have, surely, to be a scribe, right? Where was it, Waterdeep? Neverwinter?"
In Candlekeep, Tiaumil looked up from where he had been absently listening to the young scholar who had taken up residence in his room during the remainder of their break. The youth had been peppering him with questions that, when he was feeling more generous, he might answer. But those particular questions were more than scholarly interest, more than learning. It was about learning, certainly, but there was a curiosity there that hid a deeper threat of poorly hidden avarice for knowledge unearned.
"No," he said, not bothering to specify what he was denying, letting his gaze fall more fully on the annoyance in front of him, to better remember someone who wanted to raise in the ranks by any means possible. All he saw was a poor attempt at looking innocent and curious. Nothing to see there, the persona said, but it tasted like lies that Tiaumil was, amusingly, schooled to watch out for.
Schooling when he was young was not about books or writing. It was about survival. Childbirth was already rare in the Shadowfell, but made all the more catastrophically dangerous because babies and children did not know how to regulate their emotions. They were creatures of feeling and needs, and that was dangerous for everyone. That any children and families that managed to conceive them survived, was frankly astonishing. They had some small magics to help, certainly, but there simply weren't the protections they had in the city. Children brought danger to everyone.
So early schooling had been about having your needs met promptly, or managing them without complaint or distress. It was about meditation techniques, about hiding, about knowing what to hide from. If you survived to four years old, you got taught other things; of the physical threats. The monsters. Of the first training with weapons to see what small skill might be gleaned even from such a young age. What you might learn proficiency with. After that, well, you had to learn of other monsters. Of the people. Of the lies they told in every look, every gesture. Of the cruelties and how to avoid them. Of the word games, the dance of culture and society, of who to avoid and why, and who might be worth currying favour from. They were taught to form groups of friends for safety, of never being out alone if you could help it, no matter what form the monsters took.
He let his gaze fall back onto the scrolls in front of him, ignoring the follow-up questions that came from the youth on the other side of his desk. It had been a pathetic attempt at verbal prodding and investigation, and he wouldn't reward anyone for such a pitiful offering.
Eventually, the youth left his room, and he focused more fully on the scroll in front of him. He needed to copy several of these before his day ended, and he preferred the silence to the yapping of pups.