[a signature]
Scarlet
[the journal is written in messy print handwriting]
I was turned some 2, maybe 3, hundred years ago? longer than any human has right to live. the first years were the height of luxury, I was a thrall to the vampire lord, Godfrey, for the first maybe 100 years, give or take a couple decades. After quite a lot of planning and fighting off the curse of enthrallment I was able to pull off an escape. However, the curse kept trying to bring me back, and it took a lot to evade and conceal myself from the grasping hands of the people he sent to get me back.
Enthrallment is very much against the idea of escape, I had to use half my mind 24/7 blocking the constant charm that attempted to return me, its also quite a thorough tracker, it allowed him to always have my approximate location, no matter how far away I got. The hunters were never far behind me, and I could never go back as they ruined me in each and every place I sought refuge, every town, every city, every isolated farming family. They made me infamous, feared, a creature of the night. That went on for half my life? I honestly have no clue how time passed anymore, every week feels like remembering a month, but if I attempted to remember a month it feels like it passed in a day.
For the record, if anyone finds this journal, I did kill people, I need blood to survive. I fed on animals when I could, but they barely sustained me. When I got the chance to live in a populated area I played doctor. In life I had some apothecary training, it was what I was going to be, before I "died." I used my limited knowledge to be a traveling apothecary, and ever so often, I may have "failed" to save a patient. I only fed on the dying that I could not genuinely help. Of course, the sick and dying don't yield very high quality blood, but it was all I could do without falling to murder.
One day, the first good thing to happen to me since I was turned appeared. Someone who could help. Someone willing to help. The first person ever to give me something and ask nothing in return. A sympathetic cleric. She was an Orc, her name was Vrina. She cured the enthrallment. For the first time in forever my mind was my own.
We came to First Landing together, it was the first place that I could be without the trail of the hunters on my tail. We started exploring the wilds to make a living, we thought we could maybe make something stable. We got separated, she got lost. I made my way back to First Landing, she didn’t. This journal is a record, of everything I can find of her. And to have some record of myself in case I am lost as well. If this is found, incomplete, without me, then please find us.