Nova tried her best as long as she could, to worship Finrimbel, but she couldn't, she just couldn't give away all of her thought, all of her being, to a deity she didn't feel a connection with. All of this caused Nova to spiral into some dark places in her head, the more she tried, the more her family noticed she just wasn't like them, and eventually, even her father started to ignore her.
One day, Nova was crying on top of a hill, it was dusk, and the moon started to shine through. tears glistering in her eyes, she looked up at the beautiful view. She stood up, and lost time, suddenly she fell, right into the ocean. She ascended to the surface of the water and watched the moonlight, her only light in the dark. For the first time in her life, Nova felt a connection, she felt an embrace, she felt a gentle heath rising over her skin and through her hair. She heard a whisper in her ear.
"You will be safe in my light, my child. accept me, and shine my light, in the shadow, I am Sandail, Lady of the Sea and Moon, and my light is here, for you."
This experience made Nova feel embraced for the first time in a very long time, that evening she went back to her family house, but not for long.
She looked in the mirror, and noticed her new appearance, by accepting the moon goddess, she accepted her powers. The blue mark on her skin and her discolored hair proved that she was no longer worshiping Finrimbel. Her mother noticed this right away, she screamed in agony at Nova, she was a disgrace and she was to leave immediately. Nova packed her stuff with pain, but didn't look back.
She left her family household, with the mindset to never return. She would prove to the world that there are more ways to serve the light.
She would channel Sandail's light, without being blinded by it.
She will ascend.
Whatever it takes.